*sigh* this rain is throwing me off majorly. i want the sun so bad. i paced myself during the winter for a normal summer arrival and now my reserves of vitamin d are next to nil. and it's starting to show. it's worse than winter. you expect to be without hues then. now i wake up every day hoping to look up out of my window and see blue and all i see is dirty shades of black and grey. the bed spits me out and i go through the day feeling cold, hungry, and depressed. i'm not sure how to cope. i can't ever remember this happening before. :' maybe i need one of those heat lamps that they put in iguana equariums.
sorry that you guys have to deal with me right now. i wish that i could just curl up and sleep till the sun came back. y'all are great. thanks. hasta...
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Ah, it all makes sense now. Sunshine withdrawl, of course. Why couldn't I figure it out? Of course, the rain doesn't bother me, really. All the tiny raindrops don't effect me, 'cause I'm already soaked anyway, and when I have left swim for the past two seasons it's already been dark. But you and your solar panels I can see suffering severely from the lack of spring.
i'm not sure how to react to myself sometimes. i'm a rather odd person. :) i felt bad for matt. he's kept asking what was wrong all week and i couldn't explain, so i think that he thinks i don't trust him.
today was awesome. i felt like a butterfly must when it stretches one day and discovers that there is a tear in it's cucoon. now if you'll excuse me, i need to go take a nap on the tramp before doing stuff. just in case another storm rolls in.
Yeah, Matt commented in passing on that. I figured it was just a passing thing, and it has passed with the sun. Now that we've pinpointed the problem, we can tell him and make him feel better.
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